WTF

I don’t even know what to do with myself at this point. After everything amazing Allie and I have been through this had to happen? Finally when I’m with the girl of my dreams she has to go and do this, it’s probably not her fault though it’s his fault. I am completely for sure of this! 


This past weekend after hanging out with a bunch of our friends Allie and one of my best friends Eric went upstairs alone. I didn’t think anything of it, because Eric’s one of my best friends and Allie is just plain amazing! 


I had a certain curfew that night and had to be home right when they got upstairs, and when I opened the door and got upstairs I stood there in complete shock. I saw Eric and Allie…KISSING! I didn’t know what to do with myself, and I ran out of the room and went right home. 


I’ll admit that I did tear up a little bit, and I was completely depressed for a few days after. Mainly, because I saw something as horrific as that, and also that Allie was not talking to me, and we were not talking to each other. However Allie and I talked things out and she told me that it was completely a mistake and did not mean a thing to her. I explained to her how seeing something like that made me feels and she honestly felt terrible and I could tell. 


I totally hope that nothing like this ever happens again, and Allie and I are so in love with each other and it’s amazing.